amitrixwolf

I live in Iowa.

The average of cold is about -20 Fahrenheit, but I used to live in California and it was total shock to come here to freezing temperatures but you get used to it after a while.

Hmmm... it would probably be Merlin from Merlin. He's just too adorable to pass up.

 Well today was the first day I moved into my college dorm. Of course I'm rooming with all my friends so it's freaking aweshome! lol but anyway moving all the shit was a pain in the ass and my mom couldn't be here, but she's coming tomorrow so it's all good in the hood man! Huzzah! 8D I'm staring at my friend sleep *creepy stalker stare* jk that would be waaaayyy too creepy for me man lol. but she's trying to sleep and I don't think my typing is helping... oops, well she can deal with it for a few more minutes as I finish this post. My bedspread is the AWESOMEST set ever! It's lime green tiger print 8D how fucking sweet is that?! Lol anyway, today was bonding day and we hung out, shared stories, and ancestries for some reason, and a ton of laughs (Michelle laughed so hard her stomach hurt, THAT'S what I call laughing my friends lol) but anyway I think this year will go really well as long as we don't piss each other off. Oh and I get to see Miyo tomorrow and I haven't seen her all summer so I'm so damn excited!! We're totally gonna be annoying as hell WOO!! I've missed my Mexican Sista D: but she's back and that's all that matters. Well that's it for college day 1, be prepared for more days to follow, just not in order.



On another note, I've been writing these little ficlets for my story and I was actually thinking about posting them on here just for kicks because I want to post them somewhere, I don't want them just cluttering up my computer because then they're pointless, because writing was meant to be read amiright? Anyway if anyone actually does read this let me know what you think and since no one does read these then I'm going to tell myself that I need to think hard about putting up those ficlets because they're kind of pointless if you don't know the story but people could read them as random things with the same character. Most are fluffy (it's gay love people) but there's one that I'm so proud of, it's almost porn lol XD almost I'm still working up the courage to actually write porn, but I'm pretty damn sure I'm pretty damn close to it lol so hopefully it won't be too long before my characters are having hot sweaty butt sex :D lol well that's all for today. TTFN!

 Wow I totally feel like shit right now. And not just today but like for the past 3 weeks. I've been running on little to no sleep and my body is dealing with it nicely but I gotta get back into the flow of sleep for college that I'm not ready for and I feel as if I'm going to fail miserably and there's nothing I can do about it. D:

And on top of that my best friend is away for 3 fucking months at boot camp while I'm stuck here with no way to talk to her AT ALL! And she's my beta, spoiler alert, muse, everything under the sun for me. So it's easy to say that I'm stressed especially considering my only reader of my crap is gone and I've been on a writing spree! I've written something everyday for the last week and 1/2... this is bad considering they're all like oneshots for a story I haven't finished writing or even planning out. *sigh* my life officially sucks but not in a major way. Just in a way that makes me feel as if I want to just build a box around me and just stay on my computer for the next week before I go to college.

Plus I have to worry about EVERYTHING else in my house for the next week as I take care if it by myself, with 3 horses, 2 dogs, 5 cats and 2 fish, which means wake up at like 8am everyday do everything for everyone else then relax for maybe a half hour or so then get up and do something else. *sigh* I just wanna curl up on my couch (most comfortable couch in the world mind you) and listen to my awesome soundtrack music D:

Well yea... blah.... enjoy your day people.

 Hey, sorry I haven't written in like 2 weeks but I was in Florida for a whole week last week and there was NO time to write so sorry XD but I'm here now and I need to tell you something... I didn't do a paper for sociology! D: i feel really REALLY bad for not doing it but my brain was in Florida! D: so I never got to it!! TT_TT i feel like shit! well... anyway I'm over it. OMG I saw How To Train Your Dragon yesterday and it's SO FUCKING AMAZING YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW!! I honestly can't describe how awesome it is... so I'm not even gonna try lol well that's about it for today so BYE!

 hey wow it's another day... *sigh* 2 more days till FLORIDA TRIP!! Lorna's here and she's picking her teeth from after dinner... gross... and we're watching Miss Congeniality together so that's fun XD omg she bought Ponyo today and it's SOOO CUTE!!! I WANT IT! we're gonna have a Miyazaki marathon tonight ^^ tis gonna be SAWEET! lmao Sandra Bullock rocks XD well there's not much more to talk about... i'm just waiting for Florida so I'll be writing absolutely nothing more! :D yay! ok well bye!

 Hey guy! I'm actually posting something for this week! I couldn't earlier because for the last 3 days I haven't been home till 9:30 at night and only got home early yesterday and today so lol XD and that's why. OMG am I fucking tired! I have gone to bed at 11:00-midnight every night and woken up at 5:30 every morning... not to mention my days were really really long and tedious... so I'm beat man! Sunday was the Art Show in Des Moines, Monday was Schallar Chapel (which we kicked ass on!) and Tuesday was Speech Night... *sigh* to much shit to do and next week is the Florida Trip!! Excuse me while I go kill myself! X_X

ok well I've had like NO inspiration for my story these last few weeks D: so I've just been editing my first 3 chaps. I'm gonna finish this story even if it kills me! NO SIDETRACKING AMELIA DAMMIT!! I should get back into my groove next week when we're on the bus... for some reason I do my best work when I'm in a moving vehicle or REALLY REALLY tired... hmmm... weird... but anyway yea... the reason is because the next scene is going to be this HUGE fight between Jay and Ami and I'm really happy right now so the fight won't end up as angsty as I need to to be... or I'll write it really well and just end up depressing myself... *sigh* author's dilemma! oh but we finished All State Art FINALLY! god you don't know how happy I am to to say that XD well that's about it for today... anything more I'll just add later so ta ta for now!

 good night everyone! i am so damn tired from my art trip you don't even know XD slept the whole way there and slept the whole way back XD ugh... too much shit food... bleh... well i got an Honorable Mention for my "Feather Duster" phtoto for Scholastic so I'm pretty damn happy ^^ so no poetry today lol cause I'm watching The Acadamy Awards so that's about it for me XD well tata for now!

 Good day my friends! I missed yesterday because me and a ton of my friends (like seriously a TON of them) went to see Alice In Wonderland OMG YAY! It was flipping awesome!! Johnny Depp totally stole the show away from the chick who plays Alice. The Mad Hatter is the most loveable character ever!! He's so adorable! Now time for a witty poem!

Free yourself,
From your bonds,
Of life itself.

Follow your dreams,
Living forever,
In your own world.

Stay together,
With your thoughts,
Always in your wonders.

Yay inspiration from Alice!! So everyone... be as mad as mad can be!!

 wow it's been like... FOREVER since i posted anything... O.O i guess I'm gonna try to start this back up again maybe just put simple crap on here and just wing it XD idk why I'm starting this again, maybe because of Creative Writing we just did this journal session for two days and i really enjoyed what I did in it. It was mainly poetry because that how I mainly get my emotions and thoughts out rather then writing them down word for word or trying to make up w/e words to describe them XD i'll prolly write poetry then give some random quips about my day at the end of each journal entry... and i have no idea why I'm telling my imaginary friend all this... he's probably smart enough to figure this out... well that's pretty much what I'm gonna write from now on! WOO!

ok now for my journal entry today:

Begin here,
At the start,
Of life as it were.

Rising and falling,
On winds of the past.

Everyday,
A new start.

Everyday,
A new memory.

Being made forever,
Until the day it stops.

Swimming gracefully,
Through the sea of change.

Twisting,
Turning,
Falling once again.

Only time will tell,
How one's true self,
Is shone.

But until then,
Let the memories,
                              Flow.


ok well that was my poem for the day :D did you like it? i did XD it was for creative writing but i loved it so much i just had to share it with you!! *hug* ok so for the past 3 days i have been sick... mind you Florida trip is in 10 days -_- so i need to get rid of this convoluted cough before that or else DEATH FROM DRUMSTICK!! so yea that's going to be fun *sigh* oh and Will was being a douche ALL week and never talked to me like ONCE so that was stupid -_- and art SUCKS MONKEY BALLS right now... all state is not making me happy... too much shit to do and NO TIME!!... really into webcomics right now my main one is Hanna Is Not A Boy's Name (freaking sweet!) so if anyone has a really good one they like i would TOTALLY love to read it. OH and i got 2 commissions for tattoo designs!! >_< I'M SO EXCITED!! well GOOD NIGHT MA LOVELIES!!